Baby and i have spent most of our time together and i feel so blissful with him ard.. and i hope that we will always be happy..Been 5 mths.. I can feel that baby did changed.. for a better.. he used to be someone who is not serious in a relationship, now i can feel that he put in lotsa effort in this relationship, makes me happy, bring me to places where i like and places where i nv been b4, bring me for vacation, care for me, give in to me most of the time and he can actually tolerate my temper!! When im throwing my tantrums, he really has the patience to talk to me and tryin to do things in my way.. i feel so bad at times too as i shdnt have throw tantrums on him.. im sorry, baby.. sorry for being wilful and stubborn.. and all these make ya feel sad..Sometimes i really dun mean wat i said when i said those nasty things to ya.. How would i bear to leave ya or dun talk to ya?? I love ya so much.. juz that i feel sad, disappointed and hurt when ya said the wrong things.. like the 1 yr contract etc.. i dun feel good when ya said those things, as it seems like ya dun treasure this relationship and ya dunwan this relationship to go far.. i understand that ya MIGHT be goin overseas if ya cant get into local uni, and ya feel bad abt it as ya will leave me here all alone.. as ya afraid that when ya are not ard by my side, i will be lonely and ya also afraid that i might go with other guy when ya are not ard, and also ya feel unfair towards me to wait for ya for years.. (baby, i feel the same way too, but i believe with the love and faith we have for each other, nothing can bring us down) On the other hand, there's no huge problem between us and the relationship, but still we will be facing the fate of leaving each other.. this is the most painful experience for all loving couples who force to leave each other not becoz they dun love each other anymore, but is due to environment and situations that they left with no choice.. in love but yet cant be together, painful yah?? (seems like romeo & juliet yah?? haha) Now the question is, can both of us hold on to it?? resist all temptations?? be faithful, loyal & stay true to each other?? Guess rite now, both of us cant answer this question.. But 1 thing im sure about is, with the committments, love & faith we have in this relationship, NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE.. if we want it to happen (relationship to last, whether ya will be goin overseas or hopefully staying in spore with me ard), we will work doubly hard to achieve it yah? When ya love someone, ya wont want to leave him or her and always would want to be by his/her side and wont do stupid things to hurt him/her.. would always want him/her to be happy, always smiling and gives support to each other.. Baby, for now i really feel happy and blissful to be with ya.. ya are da 1st one (or i shd put it in this way, " the 1st guy that i love and ya let me feel that ya love me too".. is this clearer??) who let me have the feeling that im being love by someone and there's someone who really cares abt me, which my love for ya, effort, time & money that i have input is being reciprocate.. which means ya care and treasure abt this relationship, this is important to maintain a relationship.. (despite sometimes ya might said those hurtful things, but i guess this is who ya are, straight forward.. ya being straight forward means ya wont lie/bluff me.. well straight forwardness does hurt at times..But i dun mean that ya have to keep all ya feelings and things from me [must let me noe how ya feel k? dun keep things from me], juz that maybe tryin sayin it in a proper way? with words that is not so strong and hurtful?? Remember that in a relationship, staying true & honest is essential..) As for me, when i love someone, i will love him whole-heartedly and be true to him.. ya can assure that i wont do anything that will do harm to our relationship and there will be NO scandals.. I will be faithful to ya always as long as we are together.. I hope that ya will also be faithful to me.. To be faithful, loyal,true, honest & trustworthy is very important to keep the love goin.. I cant predict wat will happen to us in the future, whether we will both spend our life together till the end or we will both ended up as just friends or even no longer friends.. But for now, the present, we could try our very best to maintain and hold on to this relationship as long as we can, no scandals, always be faithful, stay true to each other, shares our problems with each other and communicate with each other, understand each other better.. Keep the love going!! Baby do ya noe that when i do things for ya, like spending time with ya, cook for ya, taking care of ya, helpin ya to shift house and clean ya room, and alot alot more, i feel happy when im doin all these.. When ya love some1, ya are willing to sacrify for him/her.. and for me, i love ya and im willing to sacrify for ya, as long as ya are happy and I'll be there for ya (this 5 words i swear to ya).. Hope ya feel the same way too.. I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe
I wanna be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
I'd steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what love can do
I'll be there for you Love ya always..Babie..
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