Saturday, September 24, 2005
wat happen???
why ya dun wana answer my calls or return my sms??
ya said that ya goin to call me if we are meetin up..
but ya didnt..
is it that im not important to ya at all??
ya can juz dun bother abt me??
are ya havin fun with ya friends or ya went clubbin and forget abt me?
why din ya bother to check ya phone if im lookin for ya?
i really hate it when ple dun answer my calls esp my BF!!
thanks kel..
thanks for doin this to me...
holdiing0nurhandstight
Friday, September 23, 2005
:: disappointed... ::
why?? i really dunno why..
this girl is feeling so sad now..
she is misunderstood by her..
she is not those kind of ger..
she got a match thats why she went home late..
she feels sad as she is not a bad ger..
she feels da pain & disappointment..
she is wondering if he understand how she feels..
after tellin him so many times, he still dun get it..
maybe he dun feel da same way da ger..
she is sad...
sad...
holdiing0nurhandstight
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
:: OuR 3rD MoNtHSaRy!!! =) ::
HaPpY 3rD MoNtH-SaRY!!!!
Kel & Jul
So yesterday, 20th Sept 2005, was our 3rd monthsary!!! Hmm fast yah?? So we met up after my lessons, and headed down to Junction 8 to had our dinner @ Cafe's Cartel. baby had his pork ribs, and i have grilled dory fishy.. baby also asked Caleb (haha dunno how to spell..oopss) along as he wanted to find out some info regardin taiwan from him.. and yes!! we will be goin to taiwan in Dec!!! haha im lookin forward to it.. how abt ya, baby?? =)
hmm..been 3 months.. well of coz there's some small pickering & arguements but luckily all were being resolved.. i guess it happens to all couple yah?? juz wana let my baby noe that he is sucha FUNNY guy!! whenever he talks and say sth, it juz makes me laugh.. coz he is damn funny!! like ya wont expect him to say sth like that.. guess only i noe wat im writing abt.. hehe.. afterall he is a nice, caring, lovely bf till now.. juz hope that we will be happy throughout this journey!!! smile.. love ya..
holdiing0nurhandstight
Friday, September 16, 2005
ZOO
Finally one of our long awaited moments have arrived.. Yes a vist to the Singapore Zoological Gardens. It has been a long while since we had been to the Zoo.. for ju more then 10years me also about the same.. Down there we had lots of fun, exploring th zoo. fristly, we come across the tiny wiskered monkeys, from Brazil at the enternce and then movin on, we saw crocs, and then the feeding of the elusive white tiger which are only found in the captivity. I remebered Ju was dead terrified, luckly i was there to cuddle her, shelter her..lol.. i was juz as afraid, those tigers were huge.. and can really creat a splash when they pounce out of the water to get their pices of meat. ok, movin on then we went over to see more animals, like the reptile house where they hold all the reptiles and then the fragile forest where we saw the giant fruit bats. then down to the worn down children word, with out any children inside, then we saw this hores.. and.. he has this huge.. it was really big.. about 20cm strech out. lol.. man.. i was blown away... lol. ju was so suprised. Ok, keepin our tounges back in, then we moved on to little africa, to see the lions, zebras and the geirrafs and then the tropical strom comes pouring down.. what a terrrific ending.. lol.. luckly, we were near the end of our journey, so ju took out her little umbralla and we went rushin out of the zoo, to grab a bite at KFC.. then we drove down to tian tian, bugis, where she is meeting her friends for a steamboat dinner.. ok.. hopefully we could get the pictures taken at the zoo loaded up in the our page.. ok time to go change and pick up my babie..:p
holdiing0nurhandstight
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
:: pain ::
been thinkin if i shd post this.. but i dunno why im feelin sad and da pain in my heart. guess im over sensitive.. i juz dun feel good abt her.. maybe she left a deep impression in ya, thats why i dun feel comfortable abt it. i noe its da PAST but well... i dunno how to explain.. give me time to forget abt it. i noe this is not good for our relationship, i will try to stop thinkin in this way.. juz feel da pain which i really dun like it.. i noe that whenever i talk abt this topic, ya dun feel good. im sorry.. i hate myself behavin in this way despite da fact that ya have treated me so good and yet im still thinkin of all those shit!! all i can say for now is, im sorry and thanks for tolerating all these and thanks for loving me.. give me some time..
Love ya,
Jul
(P.S. thanks for sending me back despite ya are tired. appreciate wat ya have done..)
holdiing0nurhandstight
Sunday, September 11, 2005
To My BaBie Ju Ju...
Whow... shockin to see that u had added so much new features and skin to out lovly blog... u'r such an expert...!!! lov you so much.. and the skin is so ovli.. and the words... so thouching.... opss it's raining again and i miss you by my side... thanks for the support for the race.. every thing went well... lol.. thanks to you i've completed the 21km run.. super dead now, but i must still write you back beacuse of the tremendous effort you've put in... :p and also i want to end my writings by saying "I LOVE YOU" and wishing you all the best for ya papers t come after ya 1 week holi's... love you always.. kelvin
holdiing0nurhandstight
Saturday, September 10, 2005
:: Thanks, baby (: ::
baby....
thanks for da skirt that ya bought for me..thank u thank u.. appreciate it alot alot alot!!!yesterday meal was good yah?? haha we ate lotsa food over @ sakura..oyster, scallop, mussle, lamb chop, steak, chawanmushi, sashimi, ice cream, sushi & blah blah blah... yummy food!!haha hmmm much cheaper than kushin-bo!!! next time we shall go sakura then..no no no shall go to my "bloody" steamboat!!! boo!! naughty baby..say my recommendation is bloody..but i dun care, i still wana bring ya there!!! bleah!! haha..
now guess ya have reached ya camp. and im missing ya rite now, even tho we spent our whole morning and afternoon together.. feel so comfy with ya by my side. feelin so in love.. ya are my sweet lil baby... today was really a relaxing day.. watchin dvd, heart to heart talk, cuddling, playing like kids, takin afternoon nap, and da best is enjoying each other company.. regardin da question ya have asked me juz now (will i start another relationship if we break off?) i wana let ya noe that i will try my very best to keep this relationship goin as i treasure this relationship alot and i really enjoy spendin my time with ya. hope ya feel da same way too.. haha [ai si ni le..]
tml is ya 21km half marathon. well im sorry that i will not be there for ya to support ya but rem that my heart is with ya.. hope ya can out race Jonathon (ooppss..hehe but who cares) and obtain da running time that ya have aimed for!! jia you k.. after da race, we shall meet.. take care baby.. miss ya loads..
jul jul..
holdiing0nurhandstight
Sunday, September 04, 2005
:: Eye open for me...=) ::
baby, thanks for bringin me to danker's house.. is so damn big!! no its huge!! no its enormous!! haha..kinda wasted coz we din take pictures..hopefully next time i (we) got the money to buy!! Man yesterday was so full. We ordered so many food.. fish paste tau pok, chee kueh, stingray, clams & super big glass sugar cane!! All of them were so tasty & yummy.. but today i got diarreah.. haha..
Hmm so were da food that i cooked nice?? well i noe it dun taste good, but thanks for eatin all of them. I cooked for ya today coz ya always eat outside food which is not good for ya health. well why not weekend ya will eat over at my place, coz my daddy will be cookin every weekend?? haha juz a suggestion, ya dun have to oblige to it. =)
Actually we suppose to meet now, but well plan cancelled. Nvm then.. Rest well and study for ya life-saving test. Guess ya are also tired, so its better that we dun meet.. and ya mummy also call ya to go back.. good luck for ya trial test!! nite..
holdiing0nurhandstight