Wednesday, November 30, 2005
Baby We've made it so FAR..
"BieeeEE" thats the sweetest words that i would most probAbly hear in my life.... U're all i've ever wanted and all i would ever need... You always be there for me no matter what, cook for me> care for me when i'm sick, call me "200times" a day to check if i'm ok and if i'm thinking of you>.. you are the most sincer, loyal, innocent, clever, taughtful and clever girl i've ever come across... Babie GRL, Sorry that i've made u cry, but thats never part of my plan thats not what that i want.. s€e..!! it pain's me to see u in tears and it pain's me even more, that it's the words from my touge that did it.. i know you don't diserve this, but in my head there is onli you now and i never want to let you go... Your such a good girl and i'll never turn my back on you.. i want my honey moon period back ju.. i want it back... ju my love u're all that i have.. ..xTRUTHx..EE
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Baby We've made it so FAR..
"BieeeEE" thats the sweetest words that i would most probAbly hear in my life.... U're all i've ever wanted and all i would ever need... You always be there for me no matter what, cook for me> care for me when i'm sick, call me "200times" a day to check if i'm ok and if i'm thinking of you>.. you are the most sincer, loyal, innocent, clever, taughtful and clever girl i've ever come across... Babie GRL, Sorry that i've made u cry, but thats never part of my plan thats not what that i want.. s€e..!! it pain's me to see u in tears and it pain's me even more, that it's the words from my touge that did it.. i know you don't diserve this, but in my head there is onli you now and i never want to let you go... Your such a good girl and i'll never turn my back on you.. i want my honey moon period back ju.. i want it back... ju my love u're all that i have.. ..xTRUTHx..
holdiing0nurhandstight
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
:: Just wana be with ya.. ::
Baby and i have spent most of our time together and i feel so blissful with him ard.. and i hope that we will always be happy..
Been 5 mths.. I can feel that baby did changed.. for a better.. he used to be someone who is not serious in a relationship, now i can feel that he put in lotsa effort in this relationship, makes me happy, bring me to places where i like and places where i nv been b4, bring me for vacation, care for me, give in to me most of the time and he can actually tolerate my temper!! When im throwing my tantrums, he really has the patience to talk to me and tryin to do things in my way.. i feel so bad at times too as i shdnt have throw tantrums on him.. im sorry, baby.. sorry for being wilful and stubborn.. and all these make ya feel sad..
Sometimes i really dun mean wat i said when i said those nasty things to ya.. How would i bear to leave ya or dun talk to ya?? I love ya so much.. juz that i feel sad, disappointed and hurt when ya said the wrong things.. like the 1 yr contract etc.. i dun feel good when ya said those things, as it seems like ya dun treasure this relationship and ya dunwan this relationship to go far.. i understand that ya MIGHT be goin overseas if ya cant get into local uni, and ya feel bad abt it as ya will leave me here all alone.. as ya afraid that when ya are not ard by my side, i will be lonely and ya also afraid that i might go with other guy when ya are not ard, and also ya feel unfair towards me to wait for ya for years.. (baby, i feel the same way too, but i believe with the love and faith we have for each other, nothing can bring us down) On the other hand, there's no huge problem between us and the relationship, but still we will be facing the fate of leaving each other.. this is the most painful experience for all loving couples who force to leave each other not becoz they dun love each other anymore, but is due to environment and situations that they left with no choice.. in love but yet cant be together, painful yah?? (seems like romeo & juliet yah?? haha) Now the question is, can both of us hold on to it?? resist all temptations?? be faithful, loyal & stay true to each other?? Guess rite now, both of us cant answer this question.. But 1 thing im sure about is, with the committments, love & faith we have in this relationship, NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE.. if we want it to happen (relationship to last, whether ya will be goin overseas or hopefully staying in spore with me ard), we will work doubly hard to achieve it yah? When ya love someone, ya wont want to leave him or her and always would want to be by his/her side and wont do stupid things to hurt him/her.. would always want him/her to be happy, always smiling and gives support to each other..
Baby, for now i really feel happy and blissful to be with ya.. ya are da 1st one (or i shd put it in this way, " the 1st guy that i love and ya let me feel that ya love me too".. is this clearer??) who let me have the feeling that im being love by someone and there's someone who really cares abt me, which my love for ya, effort, time & money that i have input is being reciprocate.. which means ya care and treasure abt this relationship, this is important to maintain a relationship.. (despite sometimes ya might said those hurtful things, but i guess this is who ya are, straight forward.. ya being straight forward means ya wont lie/bluff me.. well straight forwardness does hurt at times..But i dun mean that ya have to keep all ya feelings and things from me [must let me noe how ya feel k? dun keep things from me], juz that maybe tryin sayin it in a proper way? with words that is not so strong and hurtful?? Remember that in a relationship, staying true & honest is essential..)
As for me, when i love someone, i will love him whole-heartedly and be true to him.. ya can assure that i wont do anything that will do harm to our relationship and there will be NO scandals.. I will be faithful to ya always as long as we are together.. I hope that ya will also be faithful to me.. To be faithful, loyal,true, honest & trustworthy is very important to keep the love goin.. I cant predict wat will happen to us in the future, whether we will both spend our life together till the end or we will both ended up as just friends or even no longer friends.. But for now, the present, we could try our very best to maintain and hold on to this relationship as long as we can, no scandals, always be faithful, stay true to each other, shares our problems with each other and communicate with each other, understand each other better.. Keep the love going!!
Baby do ya noe that when i do things for ya, like spending time with ya, cook for ya, taking care of ya, helpin ya to shift house and clean ya room, and alot alot more, i feel happy when im doin all these.. When ya love some1, ya are willing to sacrify for him/her.. and for me, i love ya and im willing to sacrify for ya, as long as ya are happy and I'll be there for ya (this 5 words i swear to ya).. Hope ya feel the same way too..
I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe
I wanna be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
I'd steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what love can do
I'll be there for you
Love ya always..
Babie..
holdiing0nurhandstight
Saturday, November 19, 2005
::Happy 5th Month Anniversary!!! ::
Yup yup yup.. it have been 5 months.. time flies & both of us spent lotsa quality & quantity time together.. of coz there's up and down, but eventually both of us resolved it and give a smile to each other.. i'm really exicted cause tml is our 5th anniversary and we're celebrating it at the NIGHT SAFARI aft that a feast at the "tian tian" steam boat buffea which opens till one.. Oh yah, and our 1st hunny moon is coming!!! WE WILL BE GOIN TO TAIWAN from 3rd dec till 9th dec (7D 6N trip).. haha both of us are so excited about it!! haha.. so nice isnt it??
Next will update on the activities that we had both done together...
1st line up.. it's the incredible first flight in a private jet. the "pipe warrior" It was so wonderful siting at the backseat polited by my our very own childhood friend. She sing's: "whos the beautyful boy, who's gona take me so high.. so gald that i was the one... it's me..!!"
Been to lotsa places, like animal farms, buffet, eat and eat and eat, and here i am today become a chubby ger!!! man...
To be continue by kel....
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