been thinkin if i shd post this.. but i dunno why im feelin sad and da pain in my heart. guess im over sensitive.. i juz dun feel good abt her.. maybe she left a deep impression in ya, thats why i dun feel comfortable abt it. i noe its da PAST but well... i dunno how to explain.. give me time to forget abt it. i noe this is not good for our relationship, i will try to stop thinkin in this way.. juz feel da pain which i really dun like it.. i noe that whenever i talk abt this topic, ya dun feel good. im sorry.. i hate myself behavin in this way despite da fact that ya have treated me so good and yet im still thinkin of all those shit!! all i can say for now is, im sorry and thanks for tolerating all these and thanks for loving me.. give me some time.. Love ya,Jul(P.S. thanks for sending me back despite ya are tired. appreciate wat ya have done..)
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